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it’s 3am, and i just woke up… guess i’m starting the day with some last-minute cramming. today’s the day. i’m finally taking that exam. the wild part? it’s not even a retake, just a random saturday exam. apparently, my uni plans to remove it next term, so if i don’t pass this one, i’m screwed. no pressure, right?

Labels: 2024年11月, diary

update after the clinic trip: it cost a lot (ripp my wallet), but at least i got answers. the doctor said if i want to get this thing gone for good, it has to be surgically removed by a specialist. luckily, it’s nothing serious, so no need to panic. she used all these scientific terms i can’t even pronounce, but the gist is: keep an eye on it, and if it gets bigger, surgery it is.

Labels: 2024年11月, diary

still in bed, buried under blankets, and honestly, i don’t feel like moving. we called the clinic earlier, and my appointment is at 2pm today. i’m a little nervous but mostly just glad to finally get this checked out. it’s hard to focus, though. whenever there’s something big on my schedule, it’s like my brain refuses to think about anything else. all the little plans i had for this morning? yeah, not happening.i think i’ll just sleep a bit more until it’s time to go. rest feels like the only thing i can manage right now. after the appointment, i’ll try to get back on track since my exam is tomorrow at 3pm. studying is definitely on the to-do list, even though i already feel behind.

Labels: 2024年11月, diary

so, uh... kinda freaking out a bit as i write this. i’ve been stress studying all day, which is nothing new, but something happened that has me spiraling. there’s this “pimple” (or at least i thought it was a pimple) right in the center of my collarbone, like in that little dip. i got it last summer when i had this massive fever, and i didn’t think much of it at the time. but today, it got irritated. it hurts now, like an ache that’s impossible to ignore.

Labels: 2024年11月, entries

so, i’ve been diving into the world of herbalism, specifically chinese medicine, and wow, there’s so much to learn! it’s been both fascinating and overwhelming at the same time, but i’m really enjoying it. here’s a little breakdown of what i’ve picked up so far.

Labels: 2024年11月, herbalist