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posted by koi ♥︎
Sunday, February 08, 2026

nocturnal transmissions

my brain got stuck on this one weird thought.

remember that old thing where you sneeze and someone says, "oh, someone's thinking about you"? what if it's not someone else at all. what if..... what if every sneeze is a little signal from your future self?

maybe... it's not about someone missing you in the present. but a hiccup in time; your future consciousness, maybe feeling nostalgic or willing you strength, accidentally brushing against your present moment. a cosmic ping if u will! it reframes the whole superstition into something more intimate: you... being haunted..... by the person you have yet to become... DUN-DUN-DUN!!

and it makes me wonder... if that's true, then my future self must be thinking about me a lot lately. whenever i'm having a stupidly hard time, i can't help but look back and reminisce about my past self-- how they got through things i now see as simple, how they were stronger than they knew. and if i'm doing that to my past, then my future self is probably doing the same for current me (...?), looking back on this very moment with that same bittersweet fondness (;;) gaaaah!

think abt it.... your past self is your foundation, your present self is the work in progress(?), and your future self is already rooting for you, sending back sneezy little telegrams of solidarity. def a reason to be a little kinder to all three of us. 


just a random, yet weird thought... i should probably go to bed......


station anomalies

(extra post because i was supposed to post the one above yesterday, lol.)

so, last night i had the weirdest, most detailed dream. it felt like watching the beginning of a 4/10 rated movie, super confusing.......

the main character, let's call this person mc, was a fairly famous track and field runner. they had just gotten divorced from this hugely famous ice skater, the absolute best in the world (let's call him takeshi... he had a longer, fancier name i can't remember). he left mc with their dog and this crazy expensive loft apartment, and mc's barely getting by alone.

the dream cut to mc watching tv, and there's takeshi on the news talking about his next big skate. then, my brain just decided to teleport mc. no transition. mc's suddenly in this bizarre, crowded "train station." there's a train in the center, and on the side, this huge, ominous flight of stairs leading up to a massive, creepy door. (i guess the exit was not renovated... @_@).

anywho, in the crowd, there's an anomaly. a guy who looks exactly like takeshi. same face, but different outfit(?) mc freaks out and bolts back to the train. why? heck! idk. dream logic ig....

mc gets on, and the cast expands. there's a lady in an elegant dress just.... calmly holding a sloshing plastic bucket of water. a man in a wrinkled business suit, adjusting his glasses with trembling hands. a teenager who wouldn't meet anyone's eyes, curled into their seat... (mood). anyway!

the train didn't chug or clack. it just... ZOOOOMED. a smooth, loud acceleration that pressed poor mc into the seat. and that's when i woke up. WOOSH!

THIS DREAM WAS SO ODD I HAD TO SHARE. maybe i dreamt of a skater bcuz of the winter olympics this year... (a year without yuzuru ㅠㅠ) cuz why else would i have a dream about a skater? hmm??? my brain made a whole dramatic, divorced-athlete, parallel-universe thriller and then dropped it. thanks, brain.


mkay, goodnight!

koi logging off.

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posted by koi ♥︎ at February 08, 2026 💬 4 Comments

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At 2/08/2026 11:50 pm , Blogger nara said...

i didn’t know people said that about sneezes! what u said about a sneeze being a signal from ur future self, i like that! sneezing is such a mundane thing we almost never think too deeply about. but yeah, perhaps our future selves are just remembering us. how sweet~

LOLL u had a drama episode for a dream. and there’s so many questions.. why did they get divorced?what’s behind that door at the top of the ominous staircase? why does the lady have a bucket of water? let us know when u see the next episode!!

 
At 2/09/2026 8:04 am , Blogger koi ♥︎ said...

right??? isn't that a weird little superstition? but turning it into a signal from your future self just... makes a different, sweeter kind of sense~

the unanswered questions are KILLING ME TOO. (for the divorce... if i had to guess based on dream logic... the pressure of two superstar careers... fame vs love, that classic drama fuel. but honestly, my dream didn't give a reason!!!! ㅠㅠ it just started with the fallout). if i ever find out what's behind that door (or why the water bucket was crucial), u guys will be the first to know. until then, we can all just live with the mystery, i guess. thanks for reading my weird brain's midnight fanfic, lolol.

 
At 2/09/2026 8:33 pm , Blogger decoding yabuki said...

KOIIIIIIII KOI KOI KOI :D HELLO KOIIIII

my mom says that whenever i sneeze a lot lolz! i like to believe it. but that idea u have is also totally cool, it's so sweet. self-love across all of time :333

I LOVE THE DREAM!!!!!!!!! it should be a show........ one of those interesting / surreal shows that ultimately says something so profound you end up crying and thinking about it for ten years after. u should def archive it for future use n expand on it someday~~~ .w.

(also i straight up forgot the olympics were happening. OOPS)

 
At 2/09/2026 9:03 pm , Blogger koi ♥︎ said...

EUGENEEEE HELLO :DDD i'm glad you like the theory too ;; it really is a weirdly comforting thought. self love across time... yes!! i like that!!!!! >:3

OMG THANK U!! i shall archive the notes somewhere n expand on it~ huehue

(forgetting the olympics is totally valid... i only remembered because of the yuzuru-shaped hole in my heart.... sob sob ㅠㅠ).

 

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