
hey guys!! january really said bonus round and dumped a pile of side quests on me so i never got to close the month properly GAAAH. but anyway. FEBRUARY JUST KICKED THE DOOR OPEN HELLOOOOO >:D
tomorrow i have a job centre meeting and my brain is acting like i’m about to defend a thesis instead of just… talking to a human. i swear i feel like three kids stacked in a blazer trying to pass as an employable adult (why is adulthood just roleplay). logically it’ll be fine but emotionally i am a dramatic side character on a bus hoping there are no other passengers.
(i need to get a job.......)
today i was fully hunched over like a cave goblin intern (i need to stop describing myself like this pls) because i coded all day. four days straight working on this layout for the swap eugene is hosting and it is FINALLY coming together!!! seeing the pieces actually work is sooo satisfying… like digital lego but with more back pain.
current brain obsessions include old bbc archive tech videos which are weirdly fascinating. watching people treat cordless phones and early video calls like sci fi inventions while i’m watching on a tiny supercomputer in my hand… insane. also i started ace attorney and yeah that’s my personality for now your honor.
AND THEN… i fell down the stairs. from the TOP. i had this slow motion moment where my brain did not process the falling so i was just thinking about life while sliding step by step on my back and left arm (cinematic but painful). my sibling witnessed the whole thing plus a random passerby heard the noise so that’s great for my reputation. it hurts but i’m okay. red hello kitty socks survived though, priorities. first fall of 2026 let’s goooo ;;^;
ok i’m gonna lie down and pretend i am a victorian child with a fainting condition...... pray the pain doesn’t level up tomorrow because i still have to go outside ^^; talk soon!!
Labels: 2026年2月, entries
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