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just got off a meeting and i'm trying not to spiral but. why do job applications need TWO references?? two?? i can't even think of one person off the top of my head right now and that information is just sitting with me. like a little sad clown. anyway i have until next week to figure it out so it's fine. it's fine!!
i shall take a bath, watch a movie, and simply reset......... ;; sometimes that's the only logical response to a day like this. very important self care. very necessary. the bath will fix everything and if it doesn't then the movie will. and if the movie doesn't then i will simply go to sleep and try again tomorrow :']
hope everyone's having a lovely day :] also i looked up at exactly 11:11 and then got distracted writing this and missed it. 11:12. every time.
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2/25/2026 2:55 pm ,
nara said... - aah i’m sorry koi, i know that’s gotta be quite stressful. but i know u will figure it out! u always do :D i hope the self-care helped soothe the anxious feelings, and that u are doing better now!! u got this, i believe in u always! <3
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2/26/2026 9:40 am , koi ♥︎ said...
- nara thank u :,,,D i'm doing better now. i got this. maybe. (yes. i got this >:0). appreciate u always believing in me, that means more than u know <3
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3/02/2026 12:57 am , cyberhoney.heart said...
- tbh, i've never gotten the idea of references either... why do you even need them. like sure, i guess it's valid to want full transparency with a person, but i feel like the process of references is more trouble for both parties than it's really worth. weird.
i concur with nara tho, eep! things will work out just fine for you~ sending u all the good luck >:0 - At
3/02/2026 8:56 am , koi ♥︎ said...
- agreed, it really sucks... asking around for references is somehow both humiliating and time taxing.... now i get why people emphasize connections and sucking up so much ㅠㅠ
thank u eugeneee!! i'll do my best!!
