it’s 3am, and i just woke up… guess i’m starting the day with some last-minute cramming. today’s the day. i’m finally taking that exam. the wild part? it’s not even a retake, just a random saturday exam. apparently, my uni plans to remove it next term, so if i don’t pass this one, i’m screwed. no pressure, right?

anyway, gonna try my best to ace it because i can’t deal with another thing hanging over my head.on the bright side, my family’s going to the cinema later, so i might hitch a free ride to the train. multitasking my way to success (or at least the exam hall). after all this madness, i’m treating myself by diving into some old indie films. probably one of those ones with lowkey plots and dreamy aesthetics. think all about lily chou-chou or linda linda linda.. the kind of movies that stick with you for days after (might write a blog later to say my thoughts). nobody knows (2004) looks interesting as well.

also, i can’t wait to get back to drawing my comic after this exam chaos. i’ve been sketching random panels in the margins of my notes, but it’s not the same as sitting down and really working on it. i’ve been stuck on one scene forever. maybe i’ll try a new brush style for shading... we’ll see.

song of the week: "the moon represents my heart" by teresa teng. i’ve had it on repeat. it’s such a classic. her voice feels like a hug, soft and full of nostalgia. perfect background music while i’m drowning in textbooks or just zoning out, thinking about life.

ok, time to stop rambling and actually study. wish me luck for today’s exam. i just need to survive this weekend, and then it’s full steam ahead to monday’s makeup exam. it’s a lot, but maybe i’ll make it through in one piece (come aboard n bring along~ all your hope and dreams~~)

Labels: 2024年11月, diary