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i should really stop being a time pessimist, because i showed up a whole hour early for my meeting. better early than late i guess!! but while waiting i was sweating buckets because they had the heater cranked up to what felt like 100°c, and i just... could not bring myself to take off my jacket. it's like removing armour in front of unknown enemies. no thanks!!
also the two guys next to me coughing back and forth without covering their mouths like it was some kind of competition.... if i wake up sick tomorrow i'm squaring up >:( i am a home gremlin with a weak immune system..... i am not tryna get sick again!!!!!
on a good note, i finally broke free from kerning city!! (i'm going to miss those cute monkeys.... sob sob) the level after though...... yeah. let's not talk about that. it also kinda stings that you need blue diamonds to start a guild, so i joined a random one for now. might leave soon even though i contributed a bit, i'd love to find people who are a bit more active ;;
oh, and i updated my spacehey layout for april!!!!!! it turned out alright! it's so fun seeing everyone's layouts, you all look super cool as always. love it!!
edit: omg the bus just zoomed past my stop so i had to walk back from a place that looked genuinely uncanny.... completely empty with this huge grassy hill. the best way i can describe it is the windows xp wallpaper but.... desaturated and sad...... ㅠㅠ
...TIME SKIPPPPPP JUMP!!! whoop
i'm heading to bed now even though it's only 5pm, but one last thing before i doze off. i've been reading lovely complex and i just need to take a moment for aya nakahara~♪ i was feeling a little down yesterday but the manga had me laughing and forgetting my worries completely, especially the little sidenotes. i only have a few volumes left and i'm already bummed about it.... YOU ROCK AYA NAKAHARA!!!!
next week is going to be super busy but i shall survive!! i also feel like i might be catching something....... oh dear. until next time everyone, i hope you all have an amazing week ahead as alwaysss~
koi logging out.
qotd: when was the last time you felt embarrassment (or second-hand)?
for me.... okay so i went to get my phone battery replaced and the repair guy, who was already visibly frustrated from a phone call, asked what the problem was. and i, for reasons i cannot explain, said "the badur-ree" in the most southern american accent that has ever left my mouth. WHERE DID THAT COME FROM. the guy immediately started cracking up and going "oh, the baa-dur-ree *jazz hands* HA HA HAA.... sorry about that. can i take a look at your phone?" like....right to my face. i was absolutely baffled. i had never met this man in my life and he laughed straight at me!! this will forever haunt me.........
baaduree..... hah.......
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3/30/2026 10:17 pm ,
nara said... - hai neighbor!! i'm the same way with jackets. even when it's hot outside i just keep it on for some reason. it protects me from... something..! (usually i don't have anywhere to put it and i'm too lazy to hold it, lol) despite the heat and open-mouth-coughing, (ewwww) i hope the meeting went well!
your new spacehey layout is so cutieee! i especially love the piano hehe :3 and the pictures you add are always such a nice touch.
that place sounds so liminal i would've thought i no-clipped or something. ughh i do not like empty areas.. ><
going to bed at 5pm? now i'm a bit concerned you might be a bit sick. i hope you wake up feeling okay, but at least there's lovely complex there to help you feel better and get through the tough times.
i suddenly forget everything when asked questions, but one time i had to go pick up my siblings from school bc they got out early, and there were these barricades all over bc buses were coming through to pick up students. well, i managed to pull into a parking lot with plenty of empty spaces near the back, but i wanted to see if i could get a space closer to the building. it didn't go as i had planned, bc there were no available spaces at the front, the exits were blocked off, and i couldn't back up bc there were students coming out. so i was just stuck there for like ten minutes watching as all the students walked past... why i didn't just park once pulling into the lot? idk. - At
3/31/2026 10:53 am , koi ♥︎ said...
- HAAIII NARAAA!!! ooo you too?? i thought i was just weird for that lol. even if i'm sweating buckets, the jacket stays ON. it's peak comfort. and the meeting went great actually, thank you!! :D
gaaah thank youuu~!! i love yours too!!! the panda plush pic, the lavender colour scheme, and the search bar detail is so cute~ (and yes, literally straight out of the backrooms omg)
woke up feeling a little rough but not sick, just needed the rest, yup yup. not tryna jinx myself though, oop!!
OH NOOO not second-hand embarrassment, i felt second-hand STRESSSS help!! being stuck watching all those students walk past one by one... at least you got out eventually!! - At
4/03/2026 8:32 am , cyberhoney.heart said...
- AAAAAAAAAAA KOI SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLYYYYYYYYYY ㅠㅠ
euuuuuuugh that meeting sounds like a nightmare. especially the guys coughing!!!!! like what the squid. they should've at the very least wore a mask............... (i'm also weak in regards to respiratory viruses, i hope u are feeling okay!!!!) also congrats on reaching the next stage!!!
ur new layout is so calming~ something about that particular blue makes me think of beach vacations, but when it's cold so the water's all foamy and the wind is cold and salty. i luv it!!!!!!!!
ack, u ended up in silent hill briefly............... BUT YAAAAAYYYY YOU'RE SAFE! does nakahara have any other published works? perhaps those will be good enough to fill the lovely complex void afterwards...
as for the question............. tbh? whenever i go to one of my school's libraries and find a place to sit. it's like everything suddenly becomes 10000x times louder. i feel like solid snake whenever someone spots him and the ! sound plays. - At
4/08/2026 7:36 am , koi ♥︎ said...
- EUGENEEEEEEEEE, sorry for the late reply back LOLOL at this point we should just stop apologising for being late... it's basically become a routine on my end hahaha.
and thank you, luckily i didn't get sick since that meeting. also congrats to you too on surviving your week!!
thanks for the layout love!!!!!! :D the blue really does give cold beach vacation vibes now that you mention it. foamy water, salty wind... i love that description, huehue.
also nakahara does have other works!! lovely complex is her most famous but there's also otona-najimi....? i need to check. hopefully something will fill the void after i finish this series.
omg the library thing is so real. suddenly every sound is amplified ;; the solid snake alert sound is the perfect comparison HAHAHAHAH.
hope you have a lovely day eugene~
