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i swear i didn't abandon this site! i know it's been a minute, and honestly it felt like three autumns passed ㅠㅠ okay, that was cheesy, even for me.
i did write entries during that time, just never posted them. my latest draft alone had: me noticing how the first 2 seconds of sky by tvxq sounds like something straight out of a dokgo rewind ost, watching a squirrel (probably joon) fall out of a tree and somehow glide, and me making the most awkward eye contact with a truck driver ringing a bell around the neighborhood. yeah... we really need to get curtains ;;
anyway, to actually update you guys--
don't laugh, but i went through what i can only describe as an "early quarter life crisis" (outdated term ik ik)...... but i felt like complete doodoo, and the culprit...? job hunting. why can't it be more like roblox????????? why did trish from austin & ally make it look so effortless? i genuinely envy her... ai interviews, recruiters deciding your worth at a glance... why is a human not behind this?????? i'd rather deal with y/n than a bot >:0 bro.......... i just want to buy a tiny house and open a little café by the beach. is that too much to ask......? ;;
speaking of cafés... on a brighter note, i'm almost done rewatching coffee prince and i'm genuinely unsure if i'll write a review, because there's no way i can talk about it without spoiling EVERYTHING. i might just write a long essay and slap a spoiler warning on it. if you're planning to watch it, just... avoid that post until you do (if i ever write one, lol). i've also watched other things, but we'd be here all day.......
as for this site-- i've noticed how many tabs and sections are still unfinished n messy, it's too painful to look at... so i'm thinking of switching to "pages" instead. no idea why it intimidates me, but it does ;; i'm also looking into second gen (shoutout eugene for the site rec) and possibly doing a coffee prince theme? i've done the king and the clown before and loved how it turned out, so we'll see. might head to my sketchbook first and plan something out~
other than that, i've been playing flash games. which brings me to the qotd: if you could make a game, what would it be?
mine would be a fighting game. think tekken, but low budget and every single character has an unhinged tragic backstory >:] like, one guy had his hamster kidnapped by someone in a rabbit costume, so his special move is throwing carrots, lol.
okay, i want to keep rambling but i'll stop here. see you guys soon, have a great week!!!!! luv ya!!!! :]
koi logging off.
currently playing:
nct jnjm — both sides
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3/10/2026 2:37 pm ,
nara said... - HI KOIIII :D glad to see you back!
imagine being able to get a job at the press of a button.. everything would be too easy, lol. the ai interviews i've seen are so insane tho.. especially when the ai starts glitching?! like why is this allowed.. 😭 i feel like asking for anything in this world is too much these days. the (normal) people yearn for peace!!
WAITT i just looked at the summary, and it looks hilarious. okay, i might watch it.. and i'll look out for the blog if u end up posting! also, pages!! i use them on my blog and they're surprisingly easy to work with. it's like you're linking a series of blog entries on your page. never fear! i'm sure a coffee prince theme would look awesome.
if i could make a game, i would probably do a racing game where you could race in anything that has wheels. if you wanna race in a car, you can! wanna race in a school bus? a shopping cart? roller skates? go ahead! it sounds incredibly dangerous to have a race like that but it's a video game, so anything goes. i wouldn't be surprised if it has been done already, lol.
you have a great week too, koi!! see you soooon~ - At
3/11/2026 5:00 pm , koi ♥︎ said...
- HIII NARAAA!!! :> always nice to hear from you~!
i wish!!!!!!!!!!! let me equip titles like we're in brookhaven or something lol. but omg, it's genuinely creepy when they glitch........ we really do just yearn for peace and normalcy......ㅠㅠ i'm glad the summary hooked u, it's such an unhinged watch but so worth it!!!!! (OH REALLY?? thank u for the reassurance! i might actually attempt a coffee prince theme now hehe :DD)
ooooooo now that's a game i would play, and if it's not dangerous then it wouldn't be as fun. hand me the skateboard!!
hope u have the best week nara!! talk soon~!! :] - At
3/13/2026 5:17 am , cyberhoney.heart said...
- KOIIIIIIIIIII eep :0 SORRY ABOUT THE LATE COMMENT!!!!!!! also SKY BY TOHOSHINKI MENTIONED!!!!!!!!!!!! peak beach vacation song.
of course i won't laugh; it's completely valid. and honestly it's such an indicator of how out-of-touch media (and anyone else) can be at times, portraying job application and securing processes as so easy. that's just not how the world is, and it's getting worse, and it feels hopeless. it's genuinely blood-boiling how little anyone's labor and life is valued nowadays by so many employers. if only it stayed as easy as it had been before.
SPOIL EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! i'll read it gladly. also in regards to pages... those terrify me too, lolz. but logically, they should make everything easier to navigate and are probs easier to create. them being in a separate section also helps. a coffee prince layout would be so cozy and lovely~ u're the best person to execute it koi, trust.
i think i would make... either a super-cute springtime fluffy romance and fashion game, or a technological horror visual novel. eep. - At
3/13/2026 6:02 am , cyberhoney.heart said...
- hmmmmm or maybe now that i think about it more, i could do a visual novel / otome game inspired by mei's butler! that would be so fun~
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3/14/2026 11:13 pm , koi ♥︎ said...
- EUGENEEEEE HIIII :DD and YESSS SKY MENTIONED!!! that song literally transports you straight to a beach with a smoothie in hand, peak summer song indeeeed.
it really is misleading!!!!!!!! if only it were that easy. it's exhausting out here and it really is frustrating...... :(
NOTED. a coffee prince layout is definitely in the works now thanks to u and nara's encouragement >:D
also a technological horror visual novel AND a fluffy romance fashion game?? the range!! and a mei's butler inspired otome sounds cool! i would actually play all of these~
talk soon eugene!! :DDD
