r e w i n d n o t e ♥︎

it’s getting pretty late but i figured i’d drop a quick update anyway (brain said “do it now or never”). i’d be lying if i said this week was all sunshine n rainbows tbh... it was actually kinda rough; not cool... but i’m feeling a lot better now :]

yesterday i was just zoning out, watching telly, and this movie springtime (2004) came on. i missed the very beginning but i think i caught enough of the important parts to get the heart of it. it was… really comforting. :D no really!!!!! i love movies that feel realistic and grounded(?) (melodramas are literally my weakness) even if i watch so many they start blending together after a while lol. today i rewatched miracle in cell no. 7 too... that sailor moon bag will haunt me forever, i swear. then i played a bunch of games like mario party jamboree, fifa and wwe 2k25... way more fun than i expected tbh. oh and super smash!! i finally have joker yuhhh >:D and yeah i even dressed up my mii as the persona 3 protagonist ~

anyway back to springtime!!

so basically the plot is super lowkey but that’s what makes it so good... it follows this guy named hyun woo who’s a struggling trumpeter in seoul. he’s basically hitting rock bottom... his career is going nowhere... his relationship with his mom is strained... and he’s just stuck in this "permanent winter" of the soul. in total desperation he takes a temp job in this tiny snowy mining town called dogye to teach a middle school wind ensemble. everything there is so quiet and cold and it really mirrors how he feels inside... just totally frozen and stuck. when he gets there it’s honestly kind of a mess..... the instruments are all beat up and old... the trophies are dusty... and the kids are talented but just kind of lost.

the biggest takeaway for me was that even when you think you’ve reached the end of your road... there’s usually a detour that leads to something way more important. hyun woo wanted to be a star but he found his purpose in helping these kids find their voice. it taught me that even if things didn’t go the way you planned (and believe me i know how that feels lately)... you can still build something beautiful from the pieces. if you wait long enough the spring will always find a way to bloom even in the coldest mining town >:3 it’s such a soft reminder that we’re allowed to start over as many times as we need to. i think i really needed to hear that this week.... that it's okay to just "be" for a while until the season changes.

it also hit me that small kindnesses are actually the biggest things we give (sharing an umbrella, sitting quietly with someone so they’re not alone). those tiny “unimportant” moments are the ones that build a life worth living. they’re seeds, really; they turn into a whole garden before you even notice. and nothing is permanent. the sadness fades; the flowers bloom again; the sun eventually finds your window. so if you’re in a hard place right now, please remember the seasons always turn. your spring is coming; i promise >:D

tomorrow i’m going biking so that should be fun!! i shall get ready to sleep. hope everyone’s having an amazing weekend~~ night night!!

edit: ALSOoooooo (because my brain refuses to shut up), uhm… exo royalty concept!? I CALLED IT. I knew it. I felt it in my bones. they definitely heard my prayers echoing all the way from the kokobop era (me, on my knees in 2017, begging the universe). like don’t even try to tell me this wasn’t manifested. crowns? power? that regal “we run the world but quietly” energy? yeah. that’s exo in their final form!!!!!!!!! i’m lowkey losing my mind but also weirdly calm about it. it feels like a full-circle moment, like they finally unlocked the legendary skin they were saving for endgame. honestly this concept just fits them so well it hurts...... ;_; elegant but deadly; soft but untouchable. kings doing king activities. anyway i’m screaming internally while pretending to be normal on the outside (failing). thank you exo for validating my long-term delusions; i feel seen, heard, and spiritually fed >:D

currently playing:

Jyoshi kashimashi monogatari by Morning Musume

Labels: 2026年1月, entries, rambling, television