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Thursday, October 30, 2025

the week i realized time doesn’t feel real anymore

idk if it’s just me, but lately the weeks have been flying like they’re scared of me. i swear it was september yesterday. i blinked once and now there are christmas ads on youtube and people already talking about new year’s resolutions (which, let’s be honest, none of us remember by february).

this week i’ve been weirdly tired, not like the “i didn’t sleep” tired but the “i exist too much” kind. maybe it’s the weather. or maybe i just haven’t done anything exciting in a while, and my brain’s clock stopped caring. i keep thinking about how fast everything changes but also… how it kinda doesn’t.

but something about this month hit different. maybe it’s the smell of cold air, that pre-winter kind that makes you want to go somewhere but you don’t know where. i’ve been trying to hold onto small things lately; like drinking tea slower, watching the sunset before 5 p.m., or listening to songs that sound like walking home from school.

if october had a feeling, i think it’d be sleep deprivation.......

anyway. next week i’ll probably pretend to have my life together again :] also... i'm kinda craving milk n biscuits..... weirdly enough(?)

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♥︎ 2 Comments:

At 10/31/2025 3:07 am , nara said...: i've felt the same way lately. the weeks pass by so rapidly!! i wake up one monday and the next thing i know, it's monday again. seriously, idk why time is in such a hurry.. like wait for me maybe??? it's is like that friend that leaves u behind when u bend down to tie ur shoe. anyways koi, i hope ur able to catch up on rest and get ur milk and biscuits.. cookies.. santa koi.

p.s. that drink looks delicious, what is it? :0
At 10/31/2025 3:47 am , koi said...: not u calling me santa HAHAHAH but thank u!! and omg i love that analogy… time really is that friend. also i think the drink’s a white chocolate mousse(?) hope u get to catch up on rest too nara!! good luck again with all the school stuff :D

currently obsessed 最近沉迷:

drama: long vacation (1996)
song: moonlight - exo
food: fried rice!!!
games: random flash games, mahjong, sudoku, yakuza 0,

personality 性格

♡ daydreamer
♡ overly sentimental
♡ collects useless trinkets

favorites 最愛

colour(s): scarlet.... and...uh... ngl i like every colour!! :/
dessert: apple crumble, pancakes, sainsbury's cookies!!
drink: melon soda, thai tea boba, hata ramune, guava n mango juice

animal: ezo momonga, goldfishes, red pandas, pikas, golden snub-nosed monkey, arctic foxes, deers... and more!
season: spring // autumn
time: sunrise