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Sunday, January 04, 2026
pho first, panic later


let me start with the pho (i had this monday, which is technically last year, hmmm....) i’m craving it right now ㅠㅠ. not even eating it, just spiritually thinking about it. the broth. the steam.... the emotional stability it promises- anyway, i feel much better today, but this week was a mess in a very stupid way :P.

my “unlimited” gb started acting funny. how did i find out? the tv wasn’t working. me and my sibling were fully ready to put on produce 101 s2 to celebrate their reunion (important cultural event!!!), but nope. tv said no. moved to my tablet. nope. even smaller. my phone. also nope :D so we just froze on ren’s majestic visuals, paid our respects, and called it a day ^^; not complaining... but.... the wifi was moving like my old 3ds trying to connect to the internet!!!!!!! painfully slow. like you can feel it thinking n buffering emotionally. it was supposed to expire in 3 weeks... very odd :/

i ended up using my ancient broken phone that somehow has a radio (legendary device tbh). a local station played david bowie and i just sat there like… okay… life is cinema actually :3. there’s also a station where you can submit music, which got me thinking (dangerous behavior). if you had to submit one song to a random radio station, what would you pick? something comforting? something unhinged? something to confuse commuters >:D

new day, same nonsense. hotspot on, data still doesn’t work :]. beautiful. we ended up watching hana kimi (for me, rewatching), the taiwanese version. i truly do not remember it being that unhinged. everyone is yelling, sprinting, committing to the bit at 200%. exhausting but kind of perfect. JUSTICE FOR MY GUY JIROOOO!!!!

also i was looking through apprenticeships related to what i studied, being all serious and adult, and then one listing casually said “use of guillotine”. my soul left my body ㅠㅠ. then i realized. oh. cutting machine. paper. not execution (luckily). very awkward five seconds in my brain.

anyway. pho would fix all of this. i just know it.

quote of the day:
“some days you just pause on ren’s face and accept defeat.”


currently playing...
changes by david bowie

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5 Comments

At 1/04/2026 9:09 am , Blogger koi ♥︎ said...
posting this took FOREVER. couldn’t even edit it properly, which is rude. but hey, it posted, so i’ll take the win!!!!!!! 
At 1/04/2026 11:32 am , Blogger cyberhoney.heart said...
hi hi koi! :3 NOOOOOOOO, not the buffering interwebs :((( i hope u’re able to figure out a fix, if it’s possible.

I LOVE PHONES THAT HAVE RADIOS ON THEM!!!!!!! they’re so awesome. like thank cod, a function that doesn’t rely on wi-fi / cellular…………… i would def submit an at the drive-in song. i tried to over the summer when a radio station i liked opened their suggestion box, but it didn’t play :’( i want to get at the drive-in on the radio waves again!!!!! >:0

HANA KIMI!!!!!!! i started watching the 2007 japanese version last month, coincidentally :0 i suppose it’s chaotic no matter the version? so much happens every episode.

tbh. my mind would’ve gone to the same place, lolz, i didn’t know they were called that………. but i really love using them. it makes everything so much easier and neater than if i sat down and tried to cut multiple papers myself with my shaky hands :’)

i hope u’re able to have some pho soon~ it may have already happened on monday, but the new pho would be the first pho of the year…………….. so it’s totally different, trust~ 
At 1/04/2026 6:53 pm , Blogger nara said...
hi koi!! i totally get u. reminiscing over past meals is so relatable. i hope ur able to get more pho soon. and glad ur feeling better!

phone with radio? that’s so cool! i’d probably submit snsd’s genie bc everyone needs to hear that legendary song.

broken tvs are so annoying, i wonder why the data is acting so strangely. wifi is great but unfortunately comes with many difficulties.. i’ve never heard of hana kimi before, but from ur post it sounds absolutely chaotic, lol.

i had to look up an image of a guillotine machine to understand. i didn’t even know that’s what they were called!! i used to see teachers use these all the time. i guess u learn something new everyday.

(also woah, ren is so pretty too :0) 
At 1/05/2026 2:51 pm , Blogger koi ♥︎ said...
hiiii eugene!! i hope so too honestly. i think we might get the router soon so fingers crossed. but also ngl i’m slowly getting used to the slow data… which is kinda scary lolol :]

YESSSSSSSS!!!!! i still don’t get why newer phones ditched it like that. i was genuinely shocked when it worked too (felt illegal). and yeah i remember u mentioning it before!! you should totally try it again >:000

OMG RIGHT?? what are the odds actually. i somehow never watched the first remake (classic me), but knowing the japanese version is also chaotic… yeah it’s going straight on the watchlist, huehue.

fr though… they really could’ve picked a better word. like even one more brainstorming session would’ve helped :/

thank you eugene!! i really hope so too ㅠㅠ and you’re so right about that ^0^ i’m already excited just thinking about it!!!! hehehe 
At 1/05/2026 2:53 pm , Blogger koi ♥︎ said...
hiii naraa!!!

thank youuuu, i’m fully recovered now (i think that little trick you showed me actually saved my life… lowkey medical genius behavior).

GENIE MENTIONED!!!!! elite taste as always ^0^ that song is legally required to be played at least once a day.

yeah i was wondering the same thing. i did some very serious “research” and yeah… the unlimited is definitely limited (around 300gb apparently) rippp. BUT the silver lining is i can play yakuza 0 on the ps5 with no wifi needed WHOOP WHOOP!!!! (also pls watch hana kimi… it’s genuinely so funny, like unhinged in the best way).

yesss!! i’m really glad you learned something from the post x3

(RIGHT?!?!?! he’s literally a walking manhwa character~~ heart eyes forever). 

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