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Thursday, January 01, 2026

false alarm

first post of the year and i wake up with a sore throat. love that for me. 2026 really said “ease into it” (by force).

anyway. i roll over, grab my phone, open spotify, put on nrg because comfort noise helps. and then. boom. london concert pops up. february. my brain goes blank. hello??? what do you mean nrg… they're still active??? (no)

sore throat immediately forgotten. i’m awake. i’m alert. i’m spiralling.

so i do what any normal person does and sprint to a concert site. i see the name. i see a picture. heart racing. then i scroll. set list is all random djs i’ve never heard of. confusion sets in. plot twist reveal: it’s just some random dj who also goes by “nrg”. not that nrg. not my nrg. deception. betrayal. emotional damage. (putting the clown makeup on myself rn)

so yeah. no nrg concert in february i guess. i will live. barely. sore throat still there btw. rude.

still though. first post of the year. we’re back. hope everyone’s easing into january gently and not being jump-scared by fake concerts like me. rest up, drink water, be kind to your throat and your heart :]

currently playing: 거짓말 lie by god (v fitting. honestly my fave along with 0%)

edit: i forgot to mention this but uhh...... APPARENTLY WANNA ONE IS COMING BACK???? idk if it's a comeback? or a reunion, but I'm so excited!!!! GAAAAAH!!! okay, imma continue watching iu's palette interview w god. bu-bye.

edit: oh. it was a reunion teaser!! that makes more sense, lolol.

Labels: 2026年1月, entries

♥︎ 4 Comments:

At 1/02/2026 3:36 am , nara said...: oh no, i’m sorry to hear ur throat is sore. but i remembered this tiktok i saw about this remedy to relieve sore throat. u first massage ur throat 30-40 times, then tap both sides of ur throat 30-40 times. just thought i’d share~ i hope u feel better.

LOLL i would feel betrayed too. little mixups like those are so disappointing… but at least u have the wanna one reunion to look forward to! it’s like the silver lining on ur cloud.

please get well son koi! best wishes.
At 1/02/2026 5:33 am , decoding yabuki said...: NOOOOOOOOOO, NOT A SORE THROAT TO THE START OF THE YEAR >:((((((((( i hope it doesn't last too long!!!! i hope u don't get sick!!!!!

the spotify thing happens so often it HURTSSSSS, like you think an artist comes out with new music or something but no... it's gotta suck for the other artist too, being confused for someone else... also AKFHDSKFJ???!?!??!!?! for a moment i saw "wanna one coming back" and my jaw dropped. a reunion is still awesome, though. i can't wait to see what they've planned.

get well soon koi :(((((( i hope u can have lots of tea n soup!!! physically and metaphorically!!!!!!!!
At 1/03/2026 8:02 am , koi ♥︎ said...: ahh thank u nara!! :] i actually tried that little throat thing u mentioned, and it helped a lot; today i feel much better, thankfully ^^

and yes… still a bit salty about the mixup lol, but having the wanna one reunion to look forward to is definitely keeping me excited. thanks for the wishes~~
At 1/03/2026 8:17 am , koi ♥︎ said...: ahhh thank u eugeneee!! >:D today i actually feel way better, thankfully ^^ soup and tea really did the trick, and i might even make more later just for fun (physically and metaphorically lolol)

and ughhh spotify… my heart legit went from 100 to 0 in like two seconds. poor artist, but also imagine them secretly being an nrg fan and doing it on purpose… lol

BWAHAHAHAHA sorry!!!! false alarm aside, wanna one reunion!!!!!!!!! i’m so hyped to see what they’ve got planned as well~~~~ :DDDD

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